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~Protagonist-117

Cameron Phillips
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Foolish Lover's ThroneI used to think no way, no how;  Could we get past the problems, wow.   
How simple now, those problems seem;  And greater ones now come for me.   
I love you still, but that won't do;  As life is quickly changing you.   
If I can't be there by your side;  My soul will be torn open, wide.   
But I'll still wait, I'll never sway;  You're all I need to pass the day.   
I'll build a life, a home, for us;  If you'll try to earn my broken trust.   
I know your love could all be fake;  But that's a risk I have to take.   
Cause' I can't leave yo Foolish Lover's Throne
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Melancholy NightsOh melancholy nights,  How you drive me to self destruction.  Oh, how the pain lashes through my body and soul; the whip of betrayal upon my heart.  No other time leaves me so wishing for the old days, moments in the past which,  Etched upon my mind, fill me with hatred for the present.  Do not follow in my footsteps, oh weary traveler;  These melancholy nights have clouded my judgment.  
May your continence and willpower be greater than mine, for I am weak.  Pity me if you will, and leave me be if not;  For I have lost so much more than the world has gained.  
Oh, melancholy nights. Melancholy Nights
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Broken, IndefiniteThe storm begins as just a whispering wind.  But I'm reminded; time makes fools of us all.  
 
I realize the danger and I struggle;  I fight with every bit of my being.  I reason that it isn't much trouble;  But there is still something here I'm not seeing.  The rain turns to hail, turns to lightning;  The only jacket I have is a false shelter.  I admit, most times its so frightening;  All I can do in my hiding is welter;  In pain.   
I'm forced to admit, there is no sanctuary for me. I am weak, and I have sinned, but these are not the reasons for my suffering. My secret weapon Broken, Indefinite
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Lover or Blood-letterIf I told you I was broken,  if I promised I was lost;  Would you listen to the songs I wrote then,  Back before we learned the cost.   
But then I don't know who I'm kidding,  surely no one but myself;  I can't seem to keep my heart forbidding,  The fact you'd rather be with someone else.   
Oh this pain, the anger, flowing in my heart like broken glass;  Tearing at the essence of me.  This nostalgia grasps me with iron claws, girl,  You thought you had me all that easily?   
My friends tell me I deserve better,  And god knows they're all correct.  You're li Lover or Blood-letter
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Sat Nov 21, 2009, 4:16 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: We The Kings
  • Reading: Twilight (reluctantly)
  • Playing: Forza Motorsport 3, Modern Warfare 2
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
In a letter I recieved today from the IBEW:
"* Your oral interview was conducted on 11/19/2009. * Your interview score was 58.75 on a scale of 0 to 100. You have not been one of those selected for apprenticeship at this time."

I spent the last 5 months of my life trying to get an apprenticeship I am not even near qualified for. I am unemployed, my family is fractured by internal dispute, and I have no marketable skills. I have about $650 in savings. I have bad nerves, I struggle with daily panic attacks, and I realize life only gets harder from here.

Welcome to modern America.

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  • Current Residence: Moab, UT
  • Interests: Video Games, Poetry, Friends
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
  • Operating System: Windows Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
  • Favourite game: World of Warcraft
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360

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=k3-studio Dec 7, 2009, 2:14:26 AM
I'm glad you like my works. Thanks alot for the :+devwatch:. :bow:
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~Protagonist-117 Dec 7, 2009, 6:39:50 AM
No, thank you for the magnificent works of art. My desktop has never looked so good. ^_^
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=k3-studio Nov 28, 2009, 4:50:54 PM
I'm glad for the :+fav:. Thanks! :D
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~Duriru Nov 5, 2009, 7:52:03 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: Love:blackrose:

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~JoeSlucher Oct 11, 2009, 5:02:04 PM
Thanks for the fave!
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~Protagonist-117 Oct 12, 2009, 1:51:11 AM
No problem, I love your art style. ^^
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~trygothic Jul 31, 2008, 2:48:57 PM
cameron :hug:

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